Angels among us. It's nearly become too fantastic of an ideal to think of being in the presence of angels as we go about our daily lives. This is in part due to belief systems we've attached to how an angel will appear and to whom.
Some people exclude themselves from these visitations by not “allowing” an interaction with an angel because it doesn't fit the criteria that they've assigned to it. In other words, it doesn't meet their expectations. Maybe they believe that an angel will only appear to someone who is “worthy,” or perhaps they find the idea too fantastic and dismiss it, explain interventions in more “logical” terms. Or, maybe they don't like the idea of angels interacting with them, or even angels at all.
We've run the gamut with books, television shows, movies about angels. Exposure to these story lines has eked its way into our psyche, directed our thoughts sometimes before we can give our sovereign attention to the experience.
I suppose that's why there's an oft repeated adage, wisdom from our elders, that advises us to release what no longer serves us. I like the phrase, “You can't add water to a cup that's already full.”
Although I always protect my client's identity when sharing quantum healing sessions, for this session it was furthermore advised to change details. More important than the particulars of the healing is the message, and that it be made available to all.
This client, who I will call Blue, is young and in a same-sex relationship. Blue's had some longstanding health problems and was curious about past lives. Before we'd even gotten to the point during the induction where we locate a time/space most appropriate to receive information pertinent to the life that Blue's in now, the Higher Self came in, so I just started with the list of questions. Blue learned that the current relationship although relatively new, is with someone who was birthed at the same moment. Not in this physical reality, the physical bodies that they're in now; outside of this space/time, and that the two of them have shared lifetimes of different genders and associations. This relationship now brings closure.
“Blue's wondering about 'talking in tongues.' Blue has done this many times. As I understand this now, this is what people are calling 'light language' nowadays. Can you tell us more about this?”
“It's the same. Blue's always done this.”
“Yes, only recently we learned that a phrase Blue's often said when in pain or upset means, 'God is with me.'”
“Yes.”
“Well, Blue hasn't had much luck with healing the problem in the shoulder. Can you help with that today?”
“No.”
“Okay. Well, are there lessons attached to that experience that need to be identified?”
“No.”
So now we go round and round a bit. I acknowledge that Blue's been healed during prior sessions, and that in a couple instances when healing couldn't happen during a session it was because the conscious mind needed to incorporate lessons into Blue's present state from abuse as a child and subsequently in relationships as an adult. Blue could not advance until the conscious mind dealt with the experiences and released ties.
Then I got the idea to call in Archangel Michael to help. Blue went from a relaxed, nearly comical state which as how I've become acquainted as indicative of Blue's Higher Self being present, to one of an authoritative air.
“Thank you,” I said, “Am I speaking to Michael?”
“Gabriel.”
“Gabriel?” I repeated, more so to give myself time to adjust.
“Yes.”
“Okay. Thank you, Gabriel. Blue has some questions and wants to be healed. Can you do this healing today?”
“No.”
Okay, now I'm really taken aback. The answer seems unequivocal.
“Why not?”
“It serves a greater purpose.”
“Okay, that's what Blue's Higher Self said but I know Blue will want details about this. Can you help explain this, please?”
“Yes. Blue needs to see a surgeon.”
“Is this a doctor that Blue's already seen?”
“No. Blue knows where to go. We've already told Blue the hospital to go to.”
“Okay. So Blue knows that already. Is it nearby?”
“No. Blue knows.”
“Okay. Well, why does Blue need surgery? I know that you can heal Blue now.”
“We are helping. We are taking away the pain. But Blue needs to see this surgeon.”
“Is this because of the people who will be involved?”
“Yes.”
“Okay, that makes sense. I know that certain experiences and illnesses are ways of connecting people.”
“Yes.”
“So Blue will be healed but needs to go to this hospital and see this doctor, right?”
“Yes. Blue is aware. Blue knows what to do. We've been telling Blue.”
“Okay. Thank you.”
This was a very high energy connection. It's difficult to describe how intense it was other than to say that the voice was so strong that it truly was resounding... I can see how people who've been witness to Gabriel would be taken aback. I thank Gabriel, ask for him to leave and for Blue's Higher Self to return. I am well familiar with Blue's Higher Self and we've developed a more casual relationship. We talk a while, then I go on to the questions Blue has.
“Blue's wondering about the special connection with the moon.”
“Yes. Blue goes every night. Blue asked for help.”
“What do you mean Blue asked for help?”
“From the nightmares.”
Blue, like I said, suffered severe abuse as a child. The severity of the abuse is beyond what I've encountered personally and working as one who founded our local domestic violence center, then worked as counselor and legal advocate, I've heard and seen a lot. Prostituted as a child, beaten and starved, Blue endured horrifying circumstances.
“You mean from what happened?”
“Yes. It became too much, so we sent Blue there. Blue still goes every night. It's peaceful.”
“Blue's wondering about 'past lives.' During our sessions, Blue's never experienced going to a 'past life' and wondering why.”
“All Blue's 'past lives' are in this life.”
Okay, well this is where things become more complicated and it's necessary to broaden our minds – step out of “time” as we've traditionally “kept” it. The easiest way for me to do this, and perhaps will be helpful to others too, is to realize that we've traditionally kept track of the passing of “time” by counting days as the rise and setting of the sun. But what if we orbited differently? What if we were in a space of more than one sun...To keep this to this brief, I won't go into more detail about the passage of time now but will focus on key points of our conversation that followed. It's noteworthy to add here though that this person has been in numerous relationships which has been another point of harsh criticism Blue's received as judgment from people. Blue's joked before about feeling like I have, that we've lived many lives during our current lifetime. Turns out that Blue was right.
“Blue's wondering about some unique relationships...”
“They prayed, Blue came.”
“What do you mean, they prayed and Blue came?”
“They needed help, so Blue went.”
“You mean like an angel?”
“Yes.” And there was that smile again. I knew that there was more information here, but it depended on me asking questions. (This is also an important factor of meditation, prayer; opportunity to clear our minds and be more direct. Be specific with questions that you ask, and don't be afraid to ask for visible confirmations. This allows for wonderful experiences to materialize. There is criteria that our soul families abide by and one of the main considerations is of non-interference so interaction hinges on invitation.)
“Not like an angel though - Blue is an angel. Is that right?”
“Yes.”
Okay, like I said, I do want to keep this brief but I got such an epiphany at this moment. It was as if the culmination of all our previous sessions came to the forefront.
“So when Blue was abused, Blue endured that so that those people could release that experience.”
“Yes.”
That's what I've learned about domestic violence, pedophilia, etc... is that unless people are healed from those traumatic experiences the abuse continues. Suddenly, a lot of things started to make sense to me.
“Blue came here to do this, to allow the abuse in order to provide healing; to forgive them, release them?”
Now Blue's Higher Self became very quiet and thoughtful, whispered, “Yes.”
This was in fact a dangerous assignment. There was the chance that Blue could become caught in these cycles. It was only forgiveness that prevented that. If Blue had succumbed to hatred, bitterness, anger, and been overcome with ideals of vengeance, or conversely self-loathing, the patterning would have remained unchanged.
“Does Blue transmute energy?” By transmuting, I mean unconditional love changes what we perceive as negative or dark energies just by association.
Again, in just a whisper, “Yes.”
My mind reeled, thinking of all the people who've judged Blue and continue to do so. There are many people who are appalled by Blue's lifestyle, even threaten eternal hellfire and damnation. Yet Blue remains undeterred and is joyful.
“Blue's also wondered about the special relationship felt with Jesus.”
“He is part of Blue.”
“Was Blue here when Jesus was here?”
“Blue is part of him. There is no separation. They are one.”
I am familiar with this as the Christ Consciousness which is becoming prevalent on our planet now. A previous conversation that I'd had with Blue came to mind. Blue told me that despite never being taught about Jesus or the Bible, when scared and then plagued by nightmares from the abuse, Blue had suddenly thought to pray to Jesus and ask for help.
“Blue was wondering about some people that have come into Blue's life lately who passed away shortly afterward. Blue was with them right before they passed.”
“Yes, it helped that Blue was with them. They prayed, Blue went.”
This session ended abruptly with the unmistakable presence of Gabriel returning.
“We are through here,” he announced, “We've done the healing that you asked. Take (Blue) out now! (Blue) must release immediately. The toxins must be released.”
No, it wasn't the healing for the problem that requires surgery, it was for other health issues. I brought Blue out. Blue sat up, ran for the bathroom and when Blue returned, said that the feeling was like the entire body was filled with fluid, had never experienced anything like it.
There are angels among us, giving us opportunities to “play out” scenarios that will benefit goals we've each set for this lifetime. Perhaps you are one.

Lives As Dinosaur & Indigenous Woman;
Teach To Value Earth, Life, Independence
Protect the Earth, value the moments in every day, family is what you make it, take good care of everyone and be strong, independent; these are some of the messages that came through for a client to best assist her in the life that she's in right now, exemplified from lifetimes as a Tyrannosaurus Rex during a time of climatic upheaval and as an indigenous woman whose family had been separated by colonists. She learned that she can expect communication from her guardian angels and soul family to come through nature, especially with visits from butterflies and dragonflies and that she has a unique affinity with water developed from longtime close associations and it will be of great benefit for her to be surrounded by water. 
As a Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique practitioner, I'm always surprised by where the journey takes us. When we pull our Higher Selves, our essence that exists independent of our bodies, into the driver's seat, answers, gifts come in amazing, brilliant ways.
This client wasn't suffering from any particular malady, just feeling the pull to investigate. 
Curiosity is the most common instigator nowadays as our soul families nudge us more strongly, present fantastic synchronicity in our paths that urges us to recognize the significance and follow our intuitions so that we can begin what each of us intended for this time and space; assimilation of our multi-dimensional awareness.
Life As A T-Rex
The scene opened with the client describing a barren environment; the dirt was red, mainly rocky terrain and high cliffs and rock ledges. There was only one tree. 
She said she felt very big and strong. “I have claws. Four claws on my feet,” she said. “I have scales. I am tannish, orangeish. Very big. My head is large and heavy.”
She said she had a large chest, she was very strong. I asked her gender. “I am male,” she said.
As she described what she looked like, how she moved, it was as if her whole persona changed – became bigger, stronger as she related what it felt like to be in this body. Although her voice was still light, it carried a greater magnificence, a more commanding tone of speech.
He was concerned, said that things didn't feel right. There had many changes. He was thirsty, so I told him to go get a drink wherever he usually goes. He went to a stream and I told him to look into the water and he will be able to see himself clearly in the reflection of the water and be able to describe his features to me.
“I have yellow eyes. My skin is scaly.” He says that he is young, seems very proud of his appearance, his strength. I ask the usual questions to better identify the area and learn about his family, community. 
“I am on Earth, feels like South America.”
We go back to the cave where he lives with his older sister. “We can't find food, we're hungry. We don't know what we'll do. Something sad is happening to the earth... I feel like it used to be a lot more green now it's more like a desert. We are struggling.” 
He is sad that his parents never returned after there was a loud noise that frightened everyone and they all became separated. He does not know what happened and during our discussion, he determined that it sounded like it was most likely either that a meteor landed or a volcano erupted. The change was sudden and caused extreme devastation. We move back to a time before things changed.
His demeanor immediately went from morose and disoriented to happy.
“More of a forest, very tropical. More younger ones like me. There's my mom and my dad and I have seven brothers and sisters. We're in the forest.”
“Do you know what you're called? What your species is?”
“Dinosaurs. We walk on two feet but some walk on all four. There are different ones around us.” 
“So this is a good area that you're in, you have a big family, big community.”
“Yes. There are trees, water.”
“We're going to move ahead, see what happened. There was a big change over the land and your parents had to leave and left you and your sister. Tell me what happened.”
“I feel like we heard a loud noise...Everything crashed.”
Life for him and his sister changed dramatically after that. Without their parents and siblings, they remained in the cave that they'd been raised in. Food became more scarce and then water. The earth became dark and cold. Eventually his sister couldn't walk and died. He left the cave, knowing that it wouldn't be long before he succumbed to the same fate as his sister. He wasn't afraid to die and welcomed the relief from the misery.
I asked him, reflecting on that life, what he'd learned, “To take care of what's around me. To appreciate every moment of life. Don't take for granted the earth, it can change.”
Indigenous Woman
We moved on to a new scene. She described herself as an adult woman.
“I have very tan skin, long dark hair,” she said. On her hands and face are marks that she drew on herself in white paint. The markings represent sacred symbols of her tribe and were done in ceremony. She lives in a teepee with her husband and young son and newborn daughter. This is a good life. She is happy. They have plenty to eat, drink and she spends most of her time doing crafts; mainly bead work. Her job is to make shoes for everyone, a skill that she has learned from her family. She enjoys doing this and is very good at it.
We go to an important day and her face immediately clouds over and she looks distraught. White men with facial hair have come to the village on horses.
“I'm scared,” she says. Her husband is not there, she is trying to protect her son. Her daughter is on her back. “They only take the men. I'm screaming. They're using force. One man has a gun and he keeps pointing it at us.”
All the men are taken from their village and she never sees her son or her husband again.
“They think because we are women, that we won't survive. But we are gathering together. They took my son, my husband. Now it's just us women. We need to take care of each other.”
We move ahead, her daughter is now about seven years old. The women are doing well. 
“We are walking to a cliff, we're hunting buffalo,” she said. They are still near the area where the original village was but have been in hiding. “We come out to get food. It's peaceful out there.”
“What do you hunt with? Do you have weapons?”
“Spears. Trying to hunt the buffalo, get them to go off the cliff. We had to learn.” 
“Have others joined you?”
“No. We're learning how to do this. We are strong women. We have our daughters. One woman had a baby, a son. She was pregnant. She's my friend. She was pregnant when we were attacked. We have one son.”
“Are your grandmother, aunts around?”
“Yes. I feel like we've been just these women for a long time now. We've all become like family.”
We move ahead to another day and the women have been moved off the land and live in buildings. She doesn't like it, she feels confined. Her daughter is not with her. 
“We are in a courthouse, I feel like we're trying to do something.”
“Why were you there? What are you trying to do?”
“They won't listen to us. They don't trust us, they don't listen to us. They keep saying no, we're wrong and we don't have the right to anything...There is only two of us (in the courthouse). We are trying to stick up for ourselves.”
“Are they going to arrest you?” 
“I think they're going to put us somewhere. That's what they keep saying.”
We move ahead. She and all the women have been moved to a row of houses. She doesn't like it.
“There are people who are very angry.”
She lives there until she dies. She has a long life and is very old. Her daughter, her son-in-law and grandchildren come to be with her.
She is okay with dying, knows its her time to go. She feels satisfied that she was able to pass on her knowledge, wisdom, teachings.
Reflecting on that life, she said that she learned, “You have to fight for what you believe in, for what is around you. Family is what you make of it. Be strong. Do things yourself. It was all about taking care of everybody. We had everything taken away from us. We had to stay strong, stay together.”
We called on her higher self to come in, give a greater perspective of events and how they are relevant to the life that she's in now. I asked why they chose to present to her, the life of the Tyrannosaur.
“The earth. Sudden earth changes to go from abundance to scarcity...To protect the earth. To be mindful of how quick things change and to take care of the earth.”
It was a harsh lifetime to starve to death and lose all his family members, but also one of great strength and power as a Tyrannosaur and at a pivotal historic moment. We released all traumatic energies from that experience and kept what would be of great benefit to the client in her current life.
Life of the indigenous woman shown to her was meant to teach her independence. 
“Do you feel that she is in a good position in her current lifetime with her relationships, career, the goals she set for herself?”
“Yes.”
“Those lifetimes presented lessons that she can use that wisdom and strengths to incorporate into the life that she's in right now. We are thankful that you've shown those experiences to her. That was a brilliant way to show that. Is there anything more that you want her to know from her soul family, her guardian angels? Do they have any special messages for her?”
“That she is loved.”
“Does she have her guardian angels around her all the time?”
“Yes.”
“Is there a special way they communicate to her?”
“In nature. Butterflies.”
“So sometimes if she's finding that she's feeling a little lonely, sad or upset, just reaching out to nature will help, right? And you will send her butterflies?” 
“Yes.”
“She's also had some unique experiences with dragonflies is that another way you communicate with her?”
“Yes.”
“Is there anything in particular that she can do that would be especially good for her?” 
“Be surrounded by water.”
A nice follow-up. First thing she saw when she came out of her session was something that had escaped her attention before we'd begun; a picture of butterflies. And the next morning her partner had a unique experience. A butterfly came fluttering, floating softly toward him, then landed on his arm and stayed there for a while. He said he'd never experienced anything like that before. 
I consider myself very blessed and honored to be able to accompany people on these journeys. I learn along with the client when we visit these extraordinary places, and bring gifts of those experiences from lessons learned during lifetimes into the moment that is now. Anger, resentment, vengeance, although perhaps justifiable from a “victim” perspective in that moment are the only inhibitors of growth and “gifts” accessible only via experience. Ultimately, once a greater perspective is achieved, attachments from traumas are released and previously unimaginable strengths and wisdom are added to enable transit through a person's current vestibule.